gmee a break

ds a tim whn lifs mst fckd up..ur at home....prnts xpct u to do a zillion thngs ..u end up doing none...n u gt to hear all the shoutngs n all the cursings whch ends up mking u feel guilty n ys the biggest loooserrr on earth!! ofcrse..

u c married couples fighting the whole tim mstly cz of their kids mks u wnder is ds y mriags r fr?nthr reson ud lik to run awy frm getn maried if ths d way ull b treatd in a cple of yrs or myb in the strt evn...so is it jst to gm em plsre or stsfy the sciety??i mean gmme a brek!!!..

evn though ur blssd heavlyyy..thoughts cmin to ur mind tht y cnt i get wt i wnt or lts sy wnt ths dys or in the future...frgttng evry grt thng uv evr bin blssd of..nva thght vctions wd really wnt u to strt stdy again??i mean gimme a break the thought of stdies wd lightn u up...or evn the thought of doing job n styn bzzzyyyy..

n the ofcrse teachng ur sibzz....one thng whch u cd hv dne fr em in ur entre lif bt u stl dn want to ...i mean...gm a brk...y is it tht u kipall the pstv thngs bhnd n focs only on the ngtiv ones???lik thrs so mch to lif..rit hw cm v frgt all dt??n bcm lzyyy n nt intrstd n crelss bout nyfnn possble..

u sleep late in the dy aftr all ur fam hs gottn up...aint a grt thng huh n dn help ny bt feel lik a crrook whs dn the bggst crme on earth n a strt to anthr stuppid dy....

although im one of thz prsns who hs nva gvn nyfn to any of my rltionshps esp.fam n nva really hv tried or bothred to do nyffn fr ny1 ...thrs jst ds one rltionshp to whch i gave my hrt n soul ..lik vryfnn....bt im stil insecure...so i gs iv faild as a prson in vry way....myb thts Gods way of showng me hw ppl feel whn i do bad to thm esp.fam who giv evryffn to me...lik i did to the rltion...

so hea iam the biggst loosr bout to bcm an acca affiliate.insh.. myb nxth or in the nxt 6 mths...


hv realisd tht lif luks nva mtr...ppl stl dn end up lvng u or thnking ur the mst imp.prsn in their lives jst cz u av gt luks....u dn bcm sm1s bstffriend jst cx u av luks...u dn get a jb jst cx u av luks u dn getg a gd spouse jst bcz of ur luks or atlst the prsn u wnt..

as a friend of mine once sd ...
sb maya he....